So we are counting down the final days here, i cant wait to just pick her up and hold her in my arms, and have all her beauty in my possession. I know she will cure me off all my pains, i cant wait until we can just live together and have an amazing life. Im proud she found a job and a cool job that sounds interesting and important…. but very stressful, she will be getting headaches and be tired, but its my job to make her laugh so she can stay content. This is the girl im going to marry, im so lucky to have her. We have the most amazing story on how we met, when its 50 years later we will have this unique story to look back upon. Im trying to plan most of the things in my future to include her, hopefully im not jumping the gun, but i feel like i got her hooked on me :p 

im so proud of my girlfriend, i dont know why she worries so much she alwyas finds a job after a nice vacation, its going to take me some time to get used to her crazy life but i know i will grow to appreciate how hard she works. i love her so much i cant wait to live together one day and help put her back through school, even though she doesnt think i should help but i will cause it will pay off in the long run :P

i enjoyed reading through the old messages we sent to each other, we started off so innocent. its funny on what we turned into, it came out of no where like a blind man tripping over a curb. we didnt see a relationship coming or us to fall in love, at first i was like cool someone here to send me shit while im here in kuwait. but ass it turned out i get that and i get the girl. and she gets me too which is a good consellation for her enduring the time until i get home and bring her into my life forever

Im 50% done here and halfway closer to being with her. the thing is we have been talking to each other for half the time i have been here, so if we can keep up the same thing this past went by quick maybe the next half will go by just as fast, then time can slow down when we are together. I like when she complains about the way she looks, it just gives me another opprotunity to complement her beauty (booty) 

my thought pattern has been off lately, ive just been so busy its hard to understand what i am truly thinking, thus effecting how i can express myself with words. I love her to death thats the only think i can completely think about. she appears in my mind every damn second it seems like it. the only thing i have is her.

please let me just close my eyes and wake up next to her in the morning, caressing her gracious body and kissing her precious lips.

i love whitney so much, i am the luckiest man in the world

today is an i miss whitney day…

even if my girlfriend creeps on everything i do i dont even mind it because i know she wants me so much and loves me enough to always know what im doing or thinking. i like that she got these cool clothes to wear! I know she supports me in everyway possible while i am here. I cant wait to get back and return all the favors she has done for me. i love her so much and will never let her go. im going to lock her in a room so she can never leave me, and keep her leash short so she doesnt stray away, i dont mean this in a possesive way but i will do it by showing her the love i have for her and keeping her happy. she will be restrained by love to me. I need to accept that she is going to go out with friends and such and not worry so much, she is smart enough to make the right decisions and i have to respect her for that. but obviously im going to worry sometimes just cause i wont always be around, if she came home to me every night to lay next to me in bed i would never worry again. i really hope she finds a job close to me, i know its alot to ask for, for her to move her life to make it convenient for me but i promise her it wont be a mistake, it will be the greatest thing and i will cherish every minute we have together if she makes that choice for us. my greatest wish is for her to be happy with me forever. I see no reason to be upset with her, i know she will always be attractive to me even when we are old. i like that she doesnt treat me as if im younger, age doesnt always gratify the maturity or wisdom of a person, and i think we both agree on that. i want to bring her home to my family so she can meet my mother, stepdad, aunt, grandma, and brothers. Also she can meet some of my friends if she wants. i hope she wont be to scared for me to meet her family and friends. i have so many more days left here in kuwait but everyday is one day closer to holding he beautiful body and personality in my arms.

one really big reason i love my girlfriend, is she can get me turned on so easily. She is by far the sexiest girl i have ever met, i will always be faithful, i want nothing more than to sleep with her every single night until we are both old, but still i bet ill think she is sexy then too :)

Everyday here i wake up with the only thing to look forward to is having whitney in my arms. I am determined to spend many years with her. This will truly be the hardest relationship, from distance and time apart. If i could change anything right now id just want to be secluded from everyone, with her by my side, limited technology, candles for lights, a warm cozy bed, smell of wood burning in a fireplace, fresh vegetables and fruit, a table to eat dinner with only 2 chairs, surrounded by trees looking into a lake, a swing on a porch, a dog laying on the “welcome” door mat, wearing slacks, a t-shirt, he wearing a spring dress preferably, drinking tea, a flourish of plants and flowers, nicely trimmed grass, a vintage bath tub, a canoe and some kayaks, fishing poles, a rifle, a bow, some arrows, stepping stones leading to the porch, a stone and wood built house, a small television to watch movies on, enough food to last us for a month without having to leave, a grill for cooking, a tire swing, some pull-up bars, cast iron pots and pans, oak shelves with pictures of us, a old tree stump to sit on, plenty of pencils and paper to write, a trampoline, and outdoor water well, a garden, a compost pile for recycling, and whatever else whitney would want to add i would approve of course.

if we were in a true democracy we would be still decades behind the rest. true democracy cannot be obtained due to the decisions one has to make with little time, can we call on a vote everytime the government wants to do something, even the slightest change in a true democracy would call for the nations opinion.